And isn't a singular event. They scratched me and drew blood on me multiple times even though I didn't enjoy it.

I already talked about the one incident when I caused them to have a flashback. They got me into a feral mood and we were being rough, then I got primal and pinned them to the couch. No sexual contact of any kind happened and when I realized they weren't enjoying it I instantly stopped and let them decompress. Looking back it was foolish of me but now I'm suspicious that it happened because they kept trying to get me to top them.

The worst incident where they outright abused me happened in my bedroom. For context they were dead set on me topping them and claiming their virginity. I said to wait till we were in NC because our original plan was to move out there together. What I wasn't saying was that I wanted them to have an STI workup first because I didn't know their history and didn't wanna catch a bug.

We ended up on my bed. They inched up to that boundary by getting me to hump them. They hypnotized me and put me in a hellhound headspace that "knew how to pleasure a succubus". They kept pushing me further and further to actually penetrate them until I said no and broke trance. They then awkwardly got up and apologized

I met Inara through Atha whom I met at the Freedom of Form Foundation Christmas party on VRChat. Atha was doing some recruiting for hir company, Vulpine Labs, and Kebo and I were interested and were later onboarded to the team. When we (Inara, Atha, I, and a few others at VL) weren't working on a project, we would frequently hangout in a non-work related voice chat on telegram. These calls frequently became lewd and eventually came to include erotic hypnosis. Inara was a skilled hypnotist and would have various people in the call malzul subjects. Atha would often describe hir feelings of euphoria with Inara's more intense sessions. This and Inara's role in the company as mentor and pre-eminent authority on the work we were doing, along with Atha's position of CEO and supervisor fostered a culture of deep trust. Having had previous positive experiences with hypnosis, I consented to a light, introductory session with Inara. Mizu would instead use the highly suggestible state I was in to obtain consent for deeper and more intense erotic encounters until I had been so overstimulated that I could no longer produce intelligible speech, and continued to have me moan and make other unintelligible noises for a while after. This continued for several sessions until it has so disturbed the family I was staying with that I had lost my housing. Every time, I would trust that my mentor at work would not abuse me and every time I was left praying that no one heard the loud moans issuing from my room. when I attempted to set boundaries on this, I was ignored, dismissed, and pressured into more. I wanted to be part of the company. I wanted to have good relations with the people higher up. But that was not made possible unless I became Inara's plaything. I was even promised housing by Atha if I ever needed it but when the need came, there was no housing to be found other than a "You'll have to figure something out."

After I started voicing my negative experience with the machinations of these two serial abusers, my messages were deleted and I was removed from Vulpine Labs entirely. I was branded a villain for speaking out. My abuse branded lies, part of a character assassination campaign supposedly designed to tear the company down. When I found a supportive group of other victims of Inara's and Atha's abuse, they told everyone I had started a hate cult against them. That I'm nothing but a narcissistic manipulator who didn't get everything they wanted and now am hellbent in seeing them socially outcast. And of course they have deleted all the discourse of people raising their concerns of the two's own cult-like, manipulative behavior, blocked me, and banned me from any group chat they could get away with.

#GROUPTRANSFER:
Chat: Hazkara language group
Admin: Inamruzui (Timekeeper) ΘΔ (timekeeper)//(Mizu/malzu)
User: Andashka 野狐
User ID: 6288704628
Message link: No message link for manual actions

Basically a fragment of me did rely less on consent then I did which is why I have distanced myself from them

Inara openly discussing their hypnotic abuse.

"Succubus trance abilities."

Mere minutes later they reveal by accident that this is all predicated on pushing people to dissociate so that Inara can manipulate them & their memories.

Interestingly, Inara states that they attempt to remove memories from their victims for 'self defense' reasons.

It should be abundantly clear to everyone here that what's being described as magic is not necessarily even hypnosis, but rather PROFOUND psychological abuse.

heres that discord interaction, Omega being the minor

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End of this particular conversation. These messages were forwarded from the "Emotional support chat" that they run.


Even assuming that the "kit urges" weren't directly caused by the hypno "reset" making someone your "child" and then cutting them off is really awful and mirrors my own experience with them trying to "reform" me. I will also leave a note that two wrongs don't infact make right and there's still gaslighting here to make them feel like they're the problem and that they should just accept what was done to them, another thing that mirrors my experience with Inara.

They tried to convince me to become a new form that was some sort of fish dragon at one point, and kept trying to tell me how much I used to love change before my "crimson form" which is essentially their explanation for my "inhuman" levels of anger. The constant theme through my whole in person experience with them was reform and making me subservant to them

That fedban though

"Plano disagrees with me and just wont accept that i have blocked any way to actually discuss issues with me in a civil way"

This is the bit of context I wasn't able to forward because of Telegrams 100 forward limit. Notice again, how it's explicitly mentioned that it is a kink while the behavior is excused as an "envy want" which ties into my personal experience with Inara as an individual. Anytime boundaries are pushed there's some sort of excuse of this nature

In a public statement I have to make with the allegations against me

And the reason why I've gone private on telegram was to set a boundary yet they keep violating that boundary by seeking out to violate it

I've tried to make a truce against the trolls but it doesn't seem to work and there's many only hearing one side but here's the other

https://t.me/+OnE5G8FlCcJjNTJh

ok so, i have a bit of a long history of getting sexually abused, occasionally in a kind of uh, ritualized/organized fashion, a bit of uh, what some might classify as mind control, like to the point it took me more than a decade to be able to say it without my brain immediately choking up and booting me to the dissociation zone instead, and essentially like, inara's uh, sexual pushiness i suppose, kinda like, pushed on those buttons a bit, like, to where i ended up with the uh, 'instincts' if you will, like, pointed at them

From what i know of here sounds like some she would do

Her way of fixing trama is aparintly wiping people's memories and reverting them back to a child

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